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# look towards your Sun
- URL: https://kolamcreativecollective.com/posts/look-towards-your-sun/
- Published: 2026-01-10T11:03:32.000Z
- Updated: 2026-01-10T11:03:56.000Z
- Author: Kadir
- Tags: Blog, illumi9ate

Dearest light-bearers,

It's finally that time — [illumi9ate](https://kolamcreativecollective.com/illumi9ate/) is here!  
  
I started to seed this offering in summer of 2025, a year whose digits add up to 9\. Nine is a number that represents transition, the moment before everything changes, when you have a chance to take stock of what has happened so far, and to intentionally shape your path forward. 

I thought that I would release this offering in 2025, but it turned to be my own Nine year. I moved homes, changed my career even more and healed within myself wounds and patterns that were holding me from feeling myself. Arriving in this moment now, I am so proud of myself!  
  
Not because my program is sold out, but because I put myself out there. I changed and morphed in your presence. I experimented with my voice. I spoke into the microphone and hit record. I revealed my interests even though it seemed so different from where I started. I took risks without expecting payoff. I felt what it is like to be myself, for myself. I basked in my own shine, bathed myself in the fire of my creativity.

I am here.

This transgressive creative freedom is what I desire for you, light-bearing leader.  
  
[Come meet me at illumi9ate](https://calendly.com/kolamcreativecollective/illumi9ate-feelthevibes), your Sun awaits you.

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